You were my first. I saw fireworks when we kissed. Brilliant red and blue skyrocketing behind closed eyes. I remember our first hours. Rain, wind and thunder stormed outside as passion and curiosity blossomed in Porsche leather. I ran scared after that evening. But you gently persisted. And then I fought no more. I remember … Continue reading »
Posted in January 2012 …
I want to …
be read to in bed laugh uproariously be sprinkled with fairy dust find fulfillment know the answers weep from tenderness whisper sweet nothings saturate my being with tropical sunshine listen to the stars dance barefoot in the living room with a lover catch snowflakes on my eyelashes sing off-key flirt say I love you wear … Continue reading »
Always keep your tiara near …
While wandering in and out of little stores at the coast on Saturday, I ran across this beauty. Her name is Priscilla and she is a Puffer Fish Princess. If I were a spiky, puffed, fish, I would be her. Just sayin’
Dispelling the dark …
When I awoke this morning I felt as if a stone had taken residence inside my heart. Heaviness residing within its pulsating depths. Dreams lingered – foggy and dense, polluting my clarity. While desires knifed their way through. A longing for tenderness, intimate and breathtaking permeated my being. I wanted to be held. But instead … Continue reading »
If it itches don’t scratch …
I must clear my head. I awoke this morning to a mind fuzzy with dreams of pain and loss, bits of yesterday and the longings of today. In fact I suppose I could categorize myself as somewhat sad. There is a slight feeling of need biting under my skin and it begs for touch. My … Continue reading »
Have you ever …
dreamt of me?
The Land of tears …
It is a place where we all must go alone. Where we deal with loss without encumbrance’s and outside noise. Where we lay ourselves down on a bed of soft, pink, sand and let the ocean of salt water tears wash over us. Cleansing our souls and purifying our minds. It is a secret place that can … Continue reading »
Changes …
I feel expectant. So much is rapidly changing (in my life) and I am literally holding on to the safety bar until the ride slows down. Don’t get me wrong, it’s all rather grand! But there’s so much to do and be. I am in the midst of boxing up my current home. I am … Continue reading »
Ablutions …
The rain is my confidant. It helps to wash away the stagnancy in my soul and brings my spirit to life. A much-needed and somewhat cathartic, liquid nectar. I want to walk without an umbrella and twirl in the damp darkness. While whispering gentle mantras. Beautiful reaffirming words of life love and divinity. Losing myself in … Continue reading »
Disenchanted …
In the midst of a deep existential detachment I suddenly felt a bit of a pang this evening. It’s funny how this can happen. It’s as if a sharp knife found its way into me, and was, momentarily, working to make its way out. A deep breath and a mental shake managed to wipe away … Continue reading »
