It’s late and I can’t sleep. The softness of my bed is no help instead it mocks my tired body and mind. Check marks on invisible lists, thoughts of new beginnings and other minutiae keep me awake. Lavender scented lotion, smoothed gently into warm skin promises relaxation – yet here I sit. What will tomorrow … Continue reading »
Tagged with Dreams …
It finally hit …
It’s official, exhaustion is mine. It seems like the past five months have lasted a year. There has been heartache, surgery and an all around effort to help others (constantly). It hit me (out of the blue) how much I have to do in the next month. And, I suddenly feel somewhat overwhelmed and apprehensive … Continue reading »
Knowing …
Do you ever wonder if our souls know? Do they know the ways of the universe? Is the mystery of life locked away in a secret compartment known only to our subconscious selves? Are our lives predestined or does free will overpower and allow us to change the course that has been set? When we sleep do we let … Continue reading »
Is It Real Or Is It Memorex?
Memories. They make up our being. Bits and pieces of the past lingering within our brain cells and soul. First kisses forever felt The scent of a gentle Spring rain Sticky watermelon fingers on a hot Summer day Rich red velvet cake tickling a taste bud The scent of a lovers skin Moments indelibly burned into … Continue reading »
Day of Birth …
Birthdays fill me with dread. Existential angst, if you will. A few questions come to mind: Have I accomplished any major goals? Am I further along now than I was a year ago? Is that a wrinkle forming in the corner of my eye? Have I built up my karmic coins? Why haven’t I fulfilled my … Continue reading »
Formation …
Sweet lips of berry Breath of rose petals Skin of cream Heart of delicate glass with miniscule cracks and eyes of an azure sea She gently waits while imparting soft whispers of a dream into ears of cool clay…
Sleepless and Discontent …
I am exhausted but I can’t sleep. With each passing moment I become more frustrated with my inability to rest. The tossing and turning is only interrupted by exasperated mutterings of “no”. The word slips out as if by its own volition. A side effect of the restless discontent my mind, soul and body is now … Continue reading »
Have You Ever…
..wanted a moment back ..whispered prayers into the dark night ..remembered a kiss and cried ..touched another without using your finger tips ..delighted in the scent of a memory ..loved with reckless abandon ..missed the feel of warm breath on your skin ..seen fireworks when your eyes were closed ..regretted words unsaid ..wished … Continue reading »
