Connections are soulful.
They are formed the moment that two souls realize they share a bond, whether it’s from the past or present.
I believe that small connections are made daily and that these small moments shape our minutes, hours, days and lives. Yet we just don’t realize it at the time.
Our days are filled with noise, commotion, deadlines, stress and other mundane issues that insist on our attention. So who has the time to truly see the infinitesimal moments that help to create the energy of who we are.
Then there are the larger connections, the ones that we immediately realize will profoundly affect us in some way.
These connections are fraught with electrical currents that run from one person to another. Which, for reasons unknown, bring us unconsciously together as if we’re being guided by an invisible magnet.
Walls are slowly lowered.
Lives are spoken of.
Secrets are revealed and emotions shared.
There are mental, spiritual, sexual and metaphysical bonds that are possible with others.
But what happens when these different aspects are present at once? What does it mean?
I once loved a man so deeply that I truly knew his thoughts or at least felt them. I was aware of his needs without him ever verbalizing them. I knew his presence from afar, even if my back was towards him. I could feel him and it (his energy) would cause me to momentarily stop breathing.
I simply knew…
When he touched me, the entire world fell away and all I felt was a floating, warm sensation that enveloped me.
I would melt.
It’s all I knew.
And I was happy to know only these things. For somewhere inside I knew the beauty that we possessed. A deep soul moving connection.
Is it possible to find it again?
Or are we destined to love only one person this way in our lifetime?
Are our souls meant to wander this life hoping to collide with a known energy?
Should we settle for something that is less than soul-stirring to feed other desires?
Or are we better off simply living our lives on our own?