This evening, while attempting to write that I was the ‘anti-cupid’
I somehow managed to type ‘anti-Christ’.
Although I would like to think that this
is what’s causing my bought of moodiness,
it’s a fair bet that I am more than likely way off .
So gentle reader
please don’t be alarmed.
(for good measure)
say a few Hail Mary’s
we’ll call it a wrap.
Is there more than one ‘right way’ to do something?
(I already know the answer but let’s go with this anyway)
I like to be right.
A fact that is somewhat irritating to friends and family.
With the exception of my mother, who believes that she is always right (she’s not).
Which leads me to the above mentioned question.
I have come to the conclusion (an epiphany even) that there is a ‘right’ way to do something and another way to do it.
Basically I am allowing myself to believe that others should be able to do something their way without it being wrong (even though it is).
It seems I am at a bit of a standoff with myself.
Right versus Right (wrong).
The trick is to not care and simply enjoy the differences. Right?
I am feeling the wee’est bit passive aggressive this afternoon.
Now, as a rule, I rarely ever have this urge. However, for some reason this evening is different.
But here’s the question: Am I truly being passive aggressive if I’m aware of my emotions?
You’re stumped right?
So, instead of analyzing my feelings or giving in to them (and trust me, nothing good can come of this), I had a glass of wine and listened to a bit of Vivaldi. Oh yes, I also fantasized about cream puffs, but that’s a whole other topic in itself!
I guess the bottom line is this:
Self awareness is the key.